Prologue

I have failed,But i have never given up. I am desperate ,but my desperation has never blinded my path. There is only one way in front of me.
 That road will take me to a distant place called tomorrow:The Croods),
 where  there are no U turns. The mistakes cant be undone, But sure i have learned from it. You  can work hard to achieve something or just lay back and waste your life. Always the choice is yours to make

the gardeners

We are strangers who will meet in a boulevard

Going in different directions until we meet

Then kissing each other as the sun shines it way

Holding our hands tight sharing the journey-

 we walk in same direction

building new dreams on the way

watching the spring taking over the winter

On the side of that road we will make a garden

Then watching the garden blooming the roses of love

For a period we are gardeners,

Some where in the corner of that garden we 

will sit ,on an old seat, satisfied ,loved and happy

But then grey and autumn will shade our life

breaking the promises 

And soon the garden is no longer the same 

The birds will leave the colors will fade

And  the gates of the garden will be closed

But our journey will not be over here

for we will walk together

 one in eternity and one in life.

A walk

I can see your foot paths that left an imprint in this sand

partly erased by the surf and the wind

I laid my foot  on the prints

just to feel what you have felt

i know you saw what i see ,

Not now But some times ere

then following your steps

that trail leading to eternity

I will walk all this way

along the sea shore ,through the sand

In the rain ,through the night

And all the day But

Only if you promise me

you will hold my hands and walk me back

A soldier

I don't know why you will fall in love with me one day

Today i am just a soldier stripped of his ranks
court-martialed , humiliated and left alone
drooping heads to the ground thinking nowhere to go
will some one take him to be theirs?
Its a desert out here and this hot sand
burning my legs,If i could find a shade,
But life is n't that easy i reckon.
Succumbing then to the thirst and heat
I fall down ,rolling downwards over the dune
how long i lied there unconscious?
I dont know, For the time flew over me
like a vulture waiting for my last breath
But i dont want to give up here
For i know, somewhere in that mirage
your are there waiting for me
I want to run towards you, but
All i can do now is to crawl with my sweat and blood

Insane

How could some one love anyone who doesn't exist
Turning their non existence into in-existence.
to be in a world of delusion, a dream land
some may call this insane
But i reckon we are all sane and insane
By our own ways,But i sure am mad
A mad man estranged and straying
Looking for the cause of his delusion
I am not insane by a cause but my own choice
Sure as crazed this may sound today
But tomorrow when you will find me
And when we are in love
Then you will know, My love
Today's insanity is tomorrow's sanity

The milk

i wont thank the rain for that day
As it veiled my tears away,
and when  i strolled through crying
 i hoped you will comeback
and hold me under your umbrella
But you were gone in the rain

i still remember what she said

i was trembling and shivering in her arm
and on my forehead i could feel the wet cotton
then she whispered in my ears
" that comes with the rain shall go with the rain"
in the dawn when the sky was clear
I was fresh than the morning wind.

but now i hope it wasn't true

it was raining and i was in the woods
waiting around for the rain to go
and when the night spread its wings
i was scared and all alone
but i saw a smiling face
waving me to her umbrella
and then i know i got a friend


every morning she woke me up
just to show her empty milk glass
and i will smile and offer her mine
she so shy just look at it
but i would say i never liked the milk
and then  she will grab and drink it all

she was a friend for all the time
she laughed when i smiled
and she smiled when i cried
for her smile made me smile
but our smile didnt last all long

it was another rain and i was on my bed
when i woke up i found my glass all full
and then i ran to her bed
and i found her pale and blue
i want to go and lie with her
but the bed was small for me to lie
so i sat on the side and hold her hands
"dont you worry my dear friend
that comes with the rain shall go with the rain"


in the morning when the sky was clear
she slept her final sleep
i never wanted her to go
it was the flu that i want the rain to take
but the rain so jealous took my friend

she came to my life on a rainyday
and another rain she went away
i couldn't get a chance to tell her this
"i told you a lie
i always liked the milk
but it was you that i loved more"