We are just strangers

"We are but two rain drops
that will surely meet one day
in the vastness of a sea
but today we are just strangers..."

The concept of love has always confused me. Today I am unaware of her existence, what she does?what she likes? I dont know. If we walk past each other then we wont say a hello, we wont even share a glance. How can you be so rude to someone for whom you will be ready to give up your life.
  Do you think she would ever dreamt for a second that i will be gazing at her when she is asleep watching her hairs dancing with the wind and her bosom moving up and down rhythmically with her breaths. How can i know that she would wake up if i draw with my fingers under her feet.
 When she is late ,today i dont worry for her . My eyes are not resting at the gate waiting for her to open it and come through nor i will care to call her. But how can you be so insensitive to someone whom you will love more than your life one day.

"For today we are just strangers
         

look through my eyes

I seem to have grown old ,world

And my visions have been cut short

If you weren't so kind today

who would have lend me their goggles?

Let me look through your own eyes.

Oh no! your glasses have been blurred 

By oily and dusty smudge, that been

accumulated from time to time.

If this is what you see everyday

i pity you world, take my eyes

And look at you through my own eyes

if you could see the difference, then know

You could be gifted with an eyesight'

But still be blind

A glass window

I am standing in front of a glass window

,its the only thing that seperates me

 from the beautiful scenery out there, 

even if i couldnt go out nor touch the world 

I can watch it all from here. 

but its funny what we choose to see sometimes.

 It may be a view that i have never seen before 

still i chose to see my blurred reflection in that glass window

In the forest

Belief a night candle ,wearing down
and its hot tears rolling down
Soon the darkness will have its share
And i will be lost in this deep forest
but wait, who is that i see
isn't it determination ,the firefly
with its twinkling lights and tiny wings
Oh When times are hard
All you need is a little light
No matter where it comes from
'as long as it remains within you

a book around the corner

I been like this book
since , I dont know
but lonely and alone
somewhere in this corner i dwell

And suddenly one day -

"I dont know when.
For i lost the track of the time
But how can you blame a lonely book
For its ignorance about the time?

-You came and picked me ,among the others
Now i know its true what they say
"You have to wait for good things
And for best, you have to wait a lot"

There is no day like today

The night  a little early for my day
And there is no day like today
For i never saw the sun
As he was hiding some where inside the clouds
Oh it rained through out the day
And he was hiding to cover his tears
but it did show up all the day
Why he is so sad today?
May be he is sad all the time
born everyday, hoping to see the night
but slowly fading away when he is so near-
the night is so close still so far away
 and how can he be not sorry?
For its hard to live all this day knowing
His non existence is her life
 I envy her, For how can some one be loved so deep
without being seen even  once

The secret door in my home

In my house i know there is a secret door, I dont know how this idea got into my head, but i just happened to feel so. There is a secret passage to happiness. It became an obsession in me to find that door. Day and night i looked for it , I was so agitated , I lost my sleep, I felt that my heart is so heavy with discomfort at my own house and that feeling was killing me, I wished i had the will to run away from here , may be to a distant unknown place but far from here, but i never had that courage in me. There was an endless rope tying me to this house. So i stayed. One day after those pressure mounted day at work i returned with a gloomy face, I entered my home then sat on the couch with head resting on the pillow , eyes closed. And suddenly something happened inside me. I didnt feel the pressure anymore, i felt that nothing really matters when i am inside here. May be the secret door I was looking was never a secret, it is this front door ,the only door to happiness and all the while i was so ignorant to understand it. Now i know that the endless rope that is tying me to here is Love and happiness