Fly from the edge

I walked and then i remember running,
sometimes looking back panting and then sighing
 because nobody is following me, I was afraid all the time,
thinking that the memories were just behind me.
No matter where i hide they will find me and haunt me
. There wasn't much of life left in my legs
but i sucked the last drop of it to reach the top  of that cliff,
where the world ends and the sky starts.
And i believe nobody could find me if i fly from here
.i looked down thinking about all those people
 who flied from here and floating towards the sky
 spreading their wings, which was always there
hiding behind from those people who were less fortunate than us.
Concealed to get away from their jealousy
 I looked to both my sides and spread that big feathery wings,
 spectacular they looked in the evening light
\and then i fell looking backwards,
watching the steepness of this mountain ,
 flowing with the air downwards, downwards
watching the memories waving me all the way

യാത്ര

യാത്ര പറഞ്ഞിറങ്ങിയ വീഥിയിൽ
കൈ പിടിച്ചു നടന്ന കുട്ടുകാർ പൊയ് മറഞ്ഞു
പിന്നെ മൗനം നടിച്ചു കൂടെ കൈ കോർത്ത്‌ നടന്ന
നിഴലും പകലിന്റെ വിരഹതയിൽ ഇരുളിൽ അലിഞ്ഞു ചേർനു

ഇനിയില്ല ഇനിയില്ല തിരിച്ചു പോക്കൊരിക്കലും
ഓർമ്മകൾ നാഗങ്ങൾ പോൽ പുളഞ്ഞു കിടക്കുന്ന വഴികളിലേക്ക്
അവയുടെ ചെറു ദംശനത്തിൽ നീലച്ചു പോകാത്ത
ഒരു ഞെരമ്പ് പോലും ഇനിയെന്റെ ദേഹത്ത് ബാകിയില്ല

ഒഴുകിയകലും ഞാൻ ഒരു ചെറു പുഴയായി ദുരെക്
വേരുകൾ അടിയൊഴുക്കിൽ ഒലിച്ചു  പോയൊരു യാത്ര
പിന്നെ ഏതോ കടലിന്റെ മാറിൽ അവസാന നിദ്ര കൊള്ളും
അവിടെ എന്നോട് ചെര്നുറങ്ങും ഈ ഓർമ്മകൾ.

golden grass

I walked lonely among the grass that
 grew knee high on that warm sunny afternoon
with eyes placed above the hill
and mind meandering through the path
that I may stroll in that coming hours
And i walked and ran
at last reaching the top of the hill
then  i laid my eyes back at the path
which woke me
from the spell that  bound my eyes
into a dream that i had lived just before
down in the foot of the hills
grown are thousands of golden grass
that danced with the rythem of the wind
And all those hours i lived in it
but failed to see..........................

Lonely inside the woods

As i strolled through the way, lonely
And then finding lost inside the  woods
How come i be not afraid to go alone here
lonesome can sometimes be a veil
making us invisible to the naked eyes
And that magic cloak shall protect me
I wish i start to fear, to gain the knowledge
That there is something to lose
And there is some one waiting for my return
but this cloak has grown roots into my skin
peeling away my flesh if i choose to remove it
i feel numb inside this darkness
walking among the skulls and rotten carcass
twinkling eyes preying inside the night
the man eaters waiting to jump
 I reckon there isnt much they can do to me
Nothing more than what a man can do to
his fellow being

A naive wind

a wind that got lost in the time

searching for a soul, that would 

grand him life,but not that easy to find

among the millions of faces around

So he flew carelessly giving up on himself

For he knew this life is not a choice

but a necessity that he needs to live

Caught in the meaninglessness of loveless life

And suddenly one day while flying swiftly

among the bamboo forest, he heard a melody

Not that something he had  heard before

calm and serene, so he asked the forest

"who taught you to sing such a song"

but how could the wind be so naive to

ignore that its he the singer, so thats

What the forest told, And then the wind knew

life isnt only about to be loved

there is yet another unexplored self in us

beautiful than we ever known about us

Come and wave

Caught in a strong wind,  a leaf has fallen
A big tree, countless millions of green leaves
who would care a lonely grey leaf
As he float in the mid way air, he looked back
To the love he had , the first kiss
the eyes that made him gasp for air
But there is none to wave him in his final journey
So you may say he cried in his last minutes
No, he smiled just before the ground hit him in his face
If your love is unconditional, it doesnt matter
there is some one on the other side waving at you
Smiling at you, but you will wave and smile towards
Even if the space is empty, For true love will lingers for ever
waiting for her to come and wave.,.............

lost mind

Oh lost mind come back, turn around
And look into these insane eyes
that doesnt know where to look
Or what they sees are not what they seems
Soon the sun will set,but it was dark way before that
oh my poor mind. give me one reason
To wake up tomorrow, to stand up
And to see the world one more time