But i wouldn't be righteous in my own eyes

I hope i have answers to your questions, i hope i know the way like the route to my home. but i am lost , lost in the lowest point of this valley, i am uncertain about each steps i take , the way ahead the people behind me , the people in front of me, i am blinded by the smog of uncertainity. the only thing that pushes me forward is that invisible force, that i call my god. I believe i may get into in wrong path , tread through stones and thorns but some how i will manage to get into the right path, because i am an instrument in his hands

"Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me."

I will rot here , the carcass would feed thousands of vultures, but as i take my last breath i shall not ask him why, because i know its not about me. In the bigger script of his I am not the Hero nor the villain I am just the Jr . artist who comes from nowhere and go to nowhere, but I will be thankful to him for allowing me a to play this role, and i will play it to perfection

"But i wouldn't be righteous in  my own eyes". let him judge and make the judgement